Or was I never anyone that mattered to you.
May be I was blindfolded in love,
I never saw when our spark faded away.
I will never say, I was been used by you,
That will push me to accept, this was just a relation with benefits.
I would not want to ever say bad about you to others,
But surely hope, you realize I loved you without any expectations.
When we couldn't make this nameless bond,
I gathered with both my hands, memories we can cherish for the end.
When times get sour, and not our best days.
We left all alone and we need to be remembered our days spent together.
But who knew it was nothing you ever care,
And if I am wrong, I would be happy to get corrected, but that ain't happening any sooner.
So let me be with my broken heart, I shall not turn back to you to grab them and mend those broken pieces.
You just wanted someone for the present, without any bounds.
Though you forgot, love never knew any rules, nor can follow any guide.
I wish I knew the end, I would have not let it start till here,
Where my days starts and night ends waiting for you to come back.
You may still be in touch, but you have lost the special place I gave you.
Not that you not special anymore, just I can't take it anymore.
I have cried enough for you, and I deserve better than the salty tears.
May be just never it was meant to be!
We knew from the beginning, we have no future.
Still wanna try out from our bucket list.
Surely you no more the beginner, and have experience for your next 'the one'.
May be you still get the love and care, if not from me, from your next one.
We were stranger once, and yet again.
May be a friendly stranger, who knew the real person in you.
With dark secrets and the fears, with failures and hurts.
With the odd silence, no one would understand.
Act like everything is so alright, and this never happened.
I still feel a fool, to open my heart to you.
To be the weak one, that I was always afraid to
I always held myself so strong, then why did I fell apart, when you hold me this close.
Did it never meant anything to you,
Or the time have come for a new replacement.
Where you walk another path, just this time, it's someone else.
From the scratch of being the beginner, just this time you know it all how it works.
We shared our minutes of free time, to share every little things that happened in our life.
And now that it's about to end, this empty space kills more than the apart.
May be I got so 'used to' you that it shall need more time to heal the pain.
But don't worry my love, I shall still hold smile for you, while you walk at someone's arms.
We were always in the shadow, now that it ends, where shall I run, is what hits my head.
Every corner of the house, have our memories together, where shall I run from, temme my love!!
You woke up one day and turned your face from me, what about the heart that clinged together.
How will you take that away, when you gave it yourself in the flow of moment.
Or was it all play and never meau
nt anything,
Was it never meant to be, and you acted so well.
May be I was too dumb and you too smart in this game I called LOVE.
Gosh who knew you would make me this broken and this empty.
I am left with nothing but words.
Wish you ever knew, I wanted nothing but you.
My nagging was too bothering for you, but I urged nothing but your time.
My whole life spent waiting for someone who love and care me without a doubt.
Value my time I put within the bond to turn so strong.
May be I am not so lucky to have something everyone call LOVE for lifetime.
It was never meant to be, just the moment of fun and rejoice if you call it to be.
You never worry, our bond ain't so cheap to be shared with all.
It shall be within me for the lifetime.
May you ever know, what you meant to me, my LOVE!!
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