Blame yourself and not others..

Why do people blame on the other person,
to spoil your life and peace..
When the only person who is responsible for the mess..
is only and only you..
It was your choice to let that person get into your life..
when you were been so generous to allow anyone enter..
why then cry when they left it??

There is only one thing that affect us,
that is the choice that we take..
That tends us to fall into trouble or save us..
If we were more cautious all in the beginning..
it wouldn't have reached so deep,
where you finding hard to stand again..

You gave them the power of hurting you,
you trusted that person, and shared everything you had..
So why are you to blame that person when you were the one who did,
you should have been more safe in the beginning.

What is the use of cursing your fortune?
When you yourself turned it according to your comfort.
Everyone takes steps that makes them happy,
when that step of yours was for happiness,
why now weep when it gave you unspoken hurt and sadness..

It is good that you face such situations,
not cause it was for good, wont be so generous,
but then atleast it is good, if you realize soon after that incident,
and you are just a fool if you trust again and repeat same thing again,
even knowing that had brought you pain and troubles earlier.

Time would indeed cure the pain,
no matter how deep it is.. but why put over to time,
why don't you take the stand, if the way you took early,
and walk ahead of time, and save for the best.

Everytime you would be tempted for taking some stupid step,
and just for experiencing it, taking some step,
would be the most foolish thing you would do.
Cause if someone likes you for you did something stupid,
that person is stupid and dumb.

Cause you are precious and unique in your own way,
perhaps you are more stupid and dumb,
for you didnt realize it and expected the person to know your importance..
 

I am afraid..

I am afraid..
not of the world.. or the people..
nor with their lies and back stab..
nor with the success and its failures..
but am afraid..

I am afraid..
not of the stiff competition,
nor with their ways to compete..
nor with the politics..
nor with their approach to drop you down..
but am afraid..

I am afraid..
not to take responsibilities..
nor about keeping promises..
nor to stand with family when they need..
but am afraid..

I am afraid..
not to fall in love..
nor to keep up with the relation..
nor to let it face the sad ending..
not to lead to an end..
but am afraid..

I am afraid..
and am afraid of me..
I, me and myself..
i am afraid..for trusting myself..
and not building back the courage to trust anyone..
to start back from the scratch..

i am afraid.. for letting them in my life..
for watching again.. them walking against you..
showing their back towards us..

I am afraid.. of sharing my love with someone..
for watching all efforts going in vain..
for watching it ends so worst..

I am afraid.. of trusting myself..
whether i would be there by my family..
when so many times i turned back my face..
dont have trust on myself..
can i be part of them.. in their hard times..

I am not afraid..of the world..
i am afraid of me.. letting lost in the whole crowd..
am afraid i would change all over again,
to be accepted by others..

I know there would be people who would want bad for you..
who would play all sort of politics..
but i am afraid of myself..
to chose wrong person and leaving the good ones..

I am afraid,
and i am afraid of me..
To start all fresh over and over again..