Value the absence

You kept me so intact all these days when I was all alone.
You made sure I was not feeling lonely.
You gathered my broken pieces and kept it intact .

You promises all this while for being with me forever and so not done.
You cheated, you left me like this.
You knew I will be by you too just like you were there .
Or were you doubting and needed proof.

I might not be good in consoling  ..
Sugar coating and all ..
But I will be there by you, or atleast near by not letting you left out.

We planned so much for weekend.
We were to celebrate our one month.
What yaar, you were so keen to take break from me.
Don't forget you can't run away so easily .

I missed you ever since the day you have given me such heart taking news.
Our songs our memories our places just with me in my mind.
You not around for waking me at night still there is no sleep in my eye.
Just hearing all our songs, some really pierced me and heart.

I even made some sketches for the time i meet you , hoping that will keep you intact when am not around .
You also must be waiting to see me.
But I wanted you to be around your family more, hoping they will take more care .

Your absence is making me feel empty,
Feel helpless as I am just your friend and hospital won't ever understand us.  Never mind like always whenever you go without me and miss me.

This trip I missed alot . Hoped all was a bad dream and wake up. Everyone around was happy, there were food drinks great music , happiness all around still emptiness all over.

Your absence mattered alot, as I missed alot, the side seat which was always for you was empty as someone decided to ditch and lie on hospital bed.

Hope you recover soon.