Peeling the layers

"Hello baccha, I want to meet you ", this statement is going in my mind from the time I knew you lying on that horrible bed i hate the most.

Realizing your family would be near you, your family would be figgiting with your phone and seen my name saved by you .

Hoping you have deleted our pics , hoping they didn't knew your password, hoping they didn't bothered like you always said .

I am finding it so hard to come today knowing the fact your wife and children would be around you. I don't care what others think of me, but I want them to be there by you more than anyone. I know it's me who relief your pain your stress but they are your family right. How can we neglect that.

There were so many sequence going on my mind. Your brother asking me , yesterday itself, are you his baccha? And how could you? Why are you with him?

And more worried it will break your children's heart. My daddy is wanting another person to be part of his life . Who have got more value than his own wife. Their eyes staring at me with those betrayal feeling.

Even if they didn't see your phone , m sure they might see it in my eyes like you always said. Is this why you did all of it for not going to that stupid get together so that no one sees in our eyes .

How can someone emotionally connect with each other so strongly? I still don't know how can it happen. People of different generation still think so alike, feel so alike, love so alike.

Honestly even if they know I cared about you , not me. I would have said,'I will hear from him, if he says I should leave I shall the very moment '. And yes am his baccha , that person whom you didn't get the space in his heart .

Today morning I got call from your brother sharing all update of you, getting into sense having your cup of tea and also going on liquid diet. And most important your family is here and they are in distress from yesterday .

May be you were wrong they did love you, May be they do care for you too just the way you do. May be it's all misunderstanding and now with this incident all will clean the slate and start from scratch. And there shall be happy ending.

I will always pray for your happiness and what's right for you . Hope this terrible incident bear good fruits in return . But SHAAN what ever it is always remember ,'I will be there by you ' . Somewhere in corner also but near by you , just like you said 5mtr far. Get well soon Dear can't see you this way.