Then and Now

Hours of nonsense talks.. uncountable stories to share.. squeezing battery till the last percentage.. hundreds of trial to spend lil time more with each other . Stupid excuses to hold back for minute .

Who knew time will take us here, even five minute talk is next to impossible . Who knew when it was tough to stay away an inch , now we are miles away. Who knew every excuse to meet any minute of the day, now we are hostages of hospital time slab.

It was impossible for you to take away your fingers away from me even for a minute. Now you are lying on that bed tied with all the tubes around you .

Your hair that I used to like to play with my fingers, were now clotted with blood stains . You hated to have your hair misplace and even when am around I am helpless.

You couldn't take your eyes away from me . Every attempt to get another look, to capture the moment . And see we were few inch away still it was so difficult for you to even relish my presence . Your eye was completely reddish like blood.

You couldn't keep your lips away from me . Always said you might have given hundreds everyday and there I am standing beside you holding my breath. For your torn lips really hurt me more than it actually hurt you .

Your soft skin are now poked with injections and needles where It was my nails that pierced your skin.

You were so conscious about you using loo while you were on calls . And now I helped you to even get yourself leaked on that bed of pain.

So I wished to punch and slap you for your stupidity like I always do. But your swollen face , bruised skin really pinched my soul .

You surely didn't share what you going through, I could feel it in those happy face and all will be fine attitude of yours. I didn't wish to make you weak so kept myself together and more strong than usual.

May be keeping for later when we sit back in that couch staring at each other and letting eyes do the talking and silence have it's own music .

May be someday soon until then we shall keep in our memories and count our days for another long wait just like a short break for good climax.