When you are in fault..

When we get hurt from our loved and dear ones,

That moment we are pushed into darkness with no hope of a single ray of light.

We are stuck into this dark well where it seem to be too difficult to move out of it.

But strange fact is when we are responsible for someones hurt,

We are the reason why someone cry before sleeping, or hate the life.

It’s the worst feeling, worst when you realize the mistake and then have to live them the whole life,

This guilt feeling seem to just thrash your self esteem into ashes,

Where everytime you happen to see the person and feel to run away to somewhere no one knows you.

A single wish of turning back the time and clearing all the mess done earlier.

When you are in fault you are felt with no choice but to be quiet,

You would have to hear for so many things that you might have not even done and still you are held responsible for everything.

And when you are already into the heaps of shame and suffer that you are pushed everyday into more and more of guilt.

Agreed that time changes everything, but am sure it don’t put back things into same order,

Its only the memories that’s with you and the old person and the way they used to be with you, all in mere dreams and memories.

With some wishes to get them all back but wishes are always wishes,

The worst part to realize that the same person who trusted so much are now in darkness cause of you,

And you are still there in some corner watching them die a bit more everyday.

You are no longer trusted for anything not even If you are telling the truth,

The hatred filled with anger and wanting to see you in the same pain of what you left to them,

That makes the situation more worst cause it don’t end the situation, it goes on and on.