Character... and people...

Doubting on my own character,
whether am i really a person whom anyone can trust,
I ain't the person who cares about anyone but my ownself.
People may get in my life and hang out with me, but very few lasted yet.
Some went by time, some went by ego and attitude and some by ignorance.
There were huge mistakes occurred and with them lost few pearls of my life.
Whom to then curse, no one but myself.

Heard that it takes lot of pain to get good people,
the strange path is, I do get with great people, well wishers and true friend.
But then without any intention with time, people get lost in the winds.
Some turns against, some move ahead with new people, and some forgets the identity.
What really goes wrong? Hard to find this fact, trying hard.

Hence doubting on my own character,
really is it my fault, my lack of deliverance over relationship.
Have i to be more careful and give more attention without losing any more,
or is it the time that is not favorable towards me.
Whatever it is, I am already lost few important aspects which is hard to gain back,
but hopefully i realize the loss and earn the left ones and preserve them forever.

Have realized one thing,
it is the time that you remove out of the busy schedule,
the care and affection you show to the people.
The real feelings for them which must remain in good and bad times,
thats when people stay back with you in your times.