Trust is something that you cannot get in a short span, it takes all your attention, care, affection towards the person and continuous realization that you are worthy for your trust. Toe earn trust can not be that hard work cause if you know the person and their heart, you can easily earn their trust. You can easily get into their life without much hardwork.
You would be in some great moments with that person where he or she share with you everything thats within his heart from ages, and share with you with that tiny little word called 'trust' that you would preserve within your heart and not misuse it.
Its actually funny that even after knowing that the world is not good, its filled with selfish people who use you and your feelings against you for their benefits, still we take the risk to allow them to get in our life.
Its like we ourselves are allowing them to destroy your life and peace, and permit them to drive away your peace for ever, leaving with a unexplainable pain that would last by you forever. Its like you yourself were responsible for that pain and so you give your ownself the pain you are not worthy of.
Later however the person come close to you, pleading for forgiveness it takes hell lot of time to come out of that pain and distress that have changed your life. You are bound to doubt every person you meet after the incident, you are bound to doubt on your own taste and choice.
You drive away all the people who were there by you and also close the door of your heart with a fear of getting broken again. Later when you realize that its time to open the door, although you forgive the person, its not possible you forget the incident, as somewhere it remains in the mind like a stain that would always remind about the bad experiences and the feelings gone through.
Its same person but with some different relation that you cannot change again, cause although the person is same, he or she is no longer same cause his or her heart is no longer ready for same heart breaking experiences.
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