Harsh but the truth...

Life is so strange I mean when you move out from some relation, no matter you stay anywhere in the world, the attachment with them will be reminded by you by some common people or the places.

It’s hard to avoid all the places only because you screwed with the relation, but then it’s even worst feeling when you need to act completely ignorant about the weird inquiries or be insane about the situation.

It’s even harder when you are bound to cross by the same path and bet me you need hell lot of boosting for crossing by the path, where the memories keep rushing in your mind and you are helpless.

When you are been all manipulated by the mind asking you to be more stupid and make you want to stupidity. But then luckily there is little sense that’s still present bringing the clear picture of what would happen after those immature behavior.

You feel like getting out of your sad world and wanting to do something great, something that would change your mood and your day. But then again something needs to poke you and remind it’s not time for your happiness, still you are bound to be in depression and torture ourselves more.

Its easy to advice someone to be optimist to have faith in God and your destiny, something right would happen when it has to happen, but in reality it is indeed heart taking every moment when you are aware that your reaction would spoil the situation more, but you are helpless.

The worst feeling is to know you are guilty and you want to accept the guilt and try to live the old life, its actually possible in a dreamy life, but the fact is, very few accept you the same way, behave with you the same way even after your mistake is known.

All your deed goes in vain after one mistake, and if there are unsolved relations out of it, its then hard for getting over it easily. You are bound in these complication so badly that you are forced to get into the room of darkness, where you yourself are locking the door and wanting to stay there in the dark.

Even if someone be normal with you, its actually hard to be the same way cause somewhere in your head you are left with the thought is it actually normal, or is it cause of the kindness he or she is behaving this way.

You get a double thought in all the situation occurring around your life, and even if you wish for you are no more the same person, nor your surroundings. Actually you are left with two options, survive the situation weeping or getting into worst situation by either screwing your life more by getting into bad company or addictions. Or else keep weeping and get into depression until time sort things.

You are left so much helpless that the harsh words that can actually cross the heart are no longer unacceptable, you accept them the way it is and you are fallen so down in the ground that you are left with no self-respect. You are just running behind some shelter where you hide for a while.

You love the sleep so much, cause atleast those moments you are far away from the reality and be who you wish, cause atleast those moments you are far away from the reality and be who you wish to be.