Changing phase..

So strange.. when we are so much habituated with something and then all of a sudden you lose those daily routine that were there with you..
When you are so much into the things that when it comes to drop away from all,
its indeed a hard task.. half of the time you stuck wondering what went wrong..
Why is this something coming unprepared..

A small good luck wish that made someday made your day,
are now turning into badluck when you no longer get them..
And the whole day go away cause you knew you were getting those things early..
and now its no longer with you.. and all your day go away just simply wondering for the same..

The whole silence that throws you away and you are left with so many things around you..
Why, what, when, how.. and so many words with these words..
When there are no longer words to speak with each other,
when there are no reactions to whatever comes in ahead..
Actually nothing left to be said, to be felt, to be heard, to be touched..

Its hard fact but then gradually you are ought to live with it,
and you are helpless with the changing time span..
And you are unaware of whats really happening with you and your life..
But then there is still nothing that you can actually do to change,
but actually wait for the time to change it again..

For something much better.. something that would bring sweetness all again..
All that would make your life somewhere in order..
Somewhere you would feel like standing firm..
All over again..