I regret

I regret today,
from all my heart and soul,
I regret today,
to ever open my heart to anyone.
I regret today,
to think that i can find happiness from others,
I regret today,
for everything i have done, for everything i am.
I regret today,
to even think that i am now better than others.

I won many prizes in life,
but didnt earn few people to stand with me forever.
And those whom i earned, i lost cause of my own mistake.

I regret today,
to never get myself that strong to be away from all the fantasies,
to not be as strong as i show myself to be.

I regret today,
for being so greedy and never be satisfied with things i have.
For not understanding the value of what i got or have.

And today that i regret,
I regret from my bottom of heart, i regret to ever fall for someone,
to ever trust, to ever think that anyone can ever understand me.

Its my mistake to even think that i can get better than i have,
to  run back of everything i don't have.

Today, I regret to meet everyone in this life.
To ever think that i am not alone,
Cause now i realized, you come alone and go alone.
If you want to hold something, thats the respect and love from others.
Its the character one forms about in their minds about you.
If you get that you have everything or else nothing.

That's why i regret for everything today.
Everything and everything.