Given up...

I gave up everything that i had for someone,
lied, cheated, hidden everything i could.
Broke all the trust that i had been building from ages,
and moved ahead of my own limitations i had made.

I gave up on everything that was with me,
i gave up on the most precious thing i got,
i gave up for someone whom i thought deserved,
i gave up myself to him.

I stood up for that someone, when the troubles aroused,
heard everything i could, still stood firm and straight,
with a believe that, that person was worthy.

I gave up my existing relations for him,
with a hope of building some new relations.
I gave up myself to him.

I shed tears when i heard he got into pain and sufferings,
i prayed to God for his safety,
I fought for him against my own people.
Cause i thought i had given myself to him.

I get to hear that he gave up on me,
he simply wanted someone for pleasure,
he wanted someone to move out of his sufferings,
he wanted to share his boredom and loneliness.

He gave up me to someone in return for some benefit,
he gave up my trust that i gave him,
he gave up my care and affection i threw over him,
he gave up on me.

He hoped that i never give up on him,
but the harsh fact is, he gave up on me.
Now i doubt, He never had me in his mind,
never cared or loved the way he showed.

I may be just another girl for him,
but now i am left with nothing but a thought,
why did i gave up on him.