Silent for Life

May my absence be enough for building that space, When my presence didn't played any difference in your life. 

May be its easy for you, to splash the door on me, without giving me enough time to mend my broken heart. 

You were just waiting for someone new to replace me, it was just a matter of time, things seemed to get fine, but it was a way of you running away from the troubles. 

You were scared to be lonely too, now that you have someone else, it seemed to easy for you to say, you don't need me anymore. That i am a burden and you are not ready for complications in your life. 

They warned about the ending, but it's said right, when you in love, you are blinded in the beauty you forget their scars they leave behind. 

Will try to convince my heart, may be it was not meant to last longer. May be next time I higher my walls more than earlier, not let anyone walks through them. 

But there surely won't be a next time, I ain't ready to get this heart ache one more time. To feel betrayed by my own, atleast I believed to be my own. 

May you be loved more than I ever did, may you fall in love this time more real. And may you then know the fear of losing your loved ones. Like the sand from your wrist, lil by lil with time and all that can you do is wait and watch for the time it is all gone. 

Never will I weep for anyone else, all those tears can't be on vain. For you felt that was too much for you to handle, wished you knew what you signed before you came in my life. 

The stronger someone shows, they are as weak and fragile. They shall peel their layers with love and trust, so be careful when you get in a relationship the next time. Don't make the person believe you love like the way they do, for you shall walk out the moment you get discomfort. May be that person ain't that strong and firm like you, not everyone can enact like you do. 

You can hoard the remainings, for I have memories and shall want to hold the happy ones and not the terrible end. I still believe in love and one needs to be lucky to love and to be loved. May you watch and remember the days bygone, for once I walk ahead I shall not turn and weep more. I would have given you enough time, while I waited patiently for your return. Don't worry, you won't get to know now, for you never intended to hold on forever. 

You were worried of the society, the title of the relationship, while I was only eyeing on the quality of time spend together. May be we would get to share our kids or closed ones, how it felt to be in relationship with that someone whom you knew you loved. 

You could never make a stand on anything , always a coward, and then blamed for the loss. Alas, you had time than weep over the spilled milk. But you never had the courage to hold on something you felt so dear. 

My dear, life ain't easy but not as difficult as you think it is, everyone have their difficulties that's why you need someone you call your own, to share and shed your worries. 

Anyways, it's not me to teach and guide you anymore. You have outlearn everything I had in me, may be that's why you need me no more. We explored much early than the time we left with nothing much but monotonous pattern. 

Doesn't life work in patterns no matter how we rebel, and you would have to choose your path even when you don't intend to. May be not meant with me, may not this life, may be we meet earlier the next life. May be that time take my heart to safely guard and not break into the tinest parts you did without much of a trials. 

Your silence, your lack of presence, you surely didn't stood for me, but selfishly left me to weep and gather my broken heart all by myself. Never ever say I went quiet for when my tears didn't melt you what my words shall.