Following Shadows

With time.. One get experience many incidences that mould the person.. For good or for bad..
Those experiences are what mature you with or before time..
Turn you harder from the older version of you..

Keep haunting you time to time, stopping you from doing same stupid mistakes that dragged you into issues..
That poke you periodically standing as a mental barrier..

We may sit and laugh over some of the stupid stuffs we did that was total against our nature and personality..
Some make you laugh and others cry..
However, makes you what you are what you are at present..

Life gives you more chances than we expect, but also sends along with memories as shadows that will dawn you till the last breath..

With time even starting fresh turns so difficult..
We get so used to with present, we get scared for change..
For starting over from the scratch..
Making all efforts from the beginning, leaving back the old ones..

Lil moments that was so dear, particular place you were once emotionally attached. Everything at a toss for one change..

After time you never realize even when you try doing stuffs back..
May be you won't realize, that excitement you had once when you tried for first time with the other person or alone..
That's changed.. You don't react that innocently like you used to..

You never realize you no longer like to sit in terrace watching sky, which was once your favorite pastime..
Or may be any of your hobby, you no longer follow your passion for the other person ruined it with sad ending..

Even if you find a person ahead or behind you, hoping to walk along with you hand in hand, still assuring to hold you and protect everytime you fall..
The very person who used to be so emotionally soft, don't really buy those expressions.
And probably prefer breaking the others heart by behaving out of the way from the very nature..

Truly its rightly said, your company makes your or breaks you.. No wonder its so important to choose right company, and not just go for the sake of not being alone..