Thursday, November 28, 2013

What you have and what you want..

Love the life when its with something that we wanted it to be,
something filled with joy, love, care, affection and with loads of attention..
The more importance we give when we are not having any of these,
but gradually its noticed that those people who have these are so used to them,
that they are really not knowing the importance of these elements in their life and start taking for granted.. and so lightly that its not much big deal if they lose any of them..

When i have urged for these affection from my family in my childhood,
i have seen all present in my relatives, but the strange path was that they were tired and irritated for all of these elements in their life..
It was a stoppage for them to live their life and turned to be blocks..
And here i used to urge desperately for such blocks, where i could actually take their help when i feel i cannot take any more, but sad part was i didn't get and they didnt much cared.

Today when i am looking back, i happened to notice that with time really things have changed,
so did people, i have got people's care and affection which i never got earlier.
And the worst part was that i actually didnt realized what came in my life,
and i was with some stupid thoughts of craving more of things which i didnt have.

I happened to read some article which focused on showing gratitude on what you have,
and the worst part is, i feel shit bad thinking that i got things and i lost almost all.
May be its true that we really do not get to know the importance when you get things very easily.
And the people who don't really get things, they deal these situations much better with care,
may be cause they know whats the value of them, cause these were the things they urged badly in life..

Time and its side effects, once gone never comes back,
so does the people and their emotions towards us.
Its thus hard for getting old times and people after losing,
rarely people even would give you another chance,
and its like second life if you happen to get another chance.
But i am the unluckiest person cause i still never knew what i have
and what really i want from life.

No comments:

Post a Comment