Wish to be bad..

I am no more the person i was earlier,
no more, all cause of the circumstances that came by me.
I can't blame anyone cause i myself invited,
even after knowing that i would land out into trouble.

I have been giving people free advice of not trusting people,
and damn i myself did the same foolishness.
At present all that i am left out is to get peace from my past.
But when you see the things, you really can't move over.
The same people, same places, old memories left behind in those places.

The worst feeling when the people whom you spend most of the time
are no longer wanting to see your face, have curse for you when remembered,
hurting when you were with them some point of time, they loved you so much,
shared their time and moments with you and now nothing there but loneliness.

I could easily move away from all the aspects,
but then i am not that selfish thats why still here, bearing all the insult and loneliness.
I wished i was in real as worst as people think i am.
I am trying to be that hard hearted and the person who plays with peoples feeling like explained.