Everyone wish to get into this beautiful relation of love, where two body gets into one soul.. one beautiful relation of love.
Where both your happiness and sadness you are part of both the time phase.
Where you forget about your sufferings when you are with that single person..
That give you a strange energy to fight back all the troubles that you come forth..
Even i am wish for the same, to get that one person..
whom i can share all my feelings, my sadness and joy..
to whom i can be myself.. and not that of the world..
But i guess my wish would be always a wish..
I took your problems as mine, and stood by you..without hoping for something in return.
But i hoped a small thing.. Not some luxuries life.. but a happy feeling while being with you..
A different feeling that would make you different and special from others..
I guess you took me wrong, i dont wish for comfort just for my pleasure..
I never asked you to work hard and achieve for my sake..
Why would i expect something in return, when all the returns would be received by you and only you..
Would i get something if you get a good and stable job,
would i get something if you get a good life..
i still cant get what would i get, out of all the tears i drop for you..
Why do i get this thought that whether i am doing this right..
When you are in relation you get together and be one,
but that doesnt mean you lose your identity,
i guess you form another identity with his name attached with yours.
But here i gotta think whether you are safe, you had your food, you are happy, yours and yours only.
I have my tastes and preferences, and its indeed hard to come out of the same sooner.
But i guess only giving worldy things doesnt complete your responsibilty..
Where have i asked great things from you..
Then why do you and your act bring me tears everytime..
Dont you really see my pain and sufferings..
Not that i am loving to be with these agony.
Leaving back my work and my life i walk with you,
just for a hand to hold me while walking together..
Who asked you to push me ahead..
Who expected you to be my father,
I just want you.. Cant you get it..
I am just sick of everything.
Really.. I am tired of everything.
I am just feeling that i am losing myself somewhere.. trying to give you an identity..
Sorry if it hurts, but i am just feeling this way..
Where both your happiness and sadness you are part of both the time phase.
Where you forget about your sufferings when you are with that single person..
That give you a strange energy to fight back all the troubles that you come forth..
Even i am wish for the same, to get that one person..
whom i can share all my feelings, my sadness and joy..
to whom i can be myself.. and not that of the world..
But i guess my wish would be always a wish..
I took your problems as mine, and stood by you..without hoping for something in return.
But i hoped a small thing.. Not some luxuries life.. but a happy feeling while being with you..
A different feeling that would make you different and special from others..
I guess you took me wrong, i dont wish for comfort just for my pleasure..
I never asked you to work hard and achieve for my sake..
Why would i expect something in return, when all the returns would be received by you and only you..
Would i get something if you get a good and stable job,
would i get something if you get a good life..
i still cant get what would i get, out of all the tears i drop for you..
Why do i get this thought that whether i am doing this right..
When you are in relation you get together and be one,
but that doesnt mean you lose your identity,
i guess you form another identity with his name attached with yours.
But here i gotta think whether you are safe, you had your food, you are happy, yours and yours only.
I have my tastes and preferences, and its indeed hard to come out of the same sooner.
But i guess only giving worldy things doesnt complete your responsibilty..
Where have i asked great things from you..
Then why do you and your act bring me tears everytime..
Dont you really see my pain and sufferings..
Not that i am loving to be with these agony.
Leaving back my work and my life i walk with you,
just for a hand to hold me while walking together..
Who asked you to push me ahead..
Who expected you to be my father,
I just want you.. Cant you get it..
I am just sick of everything.
Really.. I am tired of everything.
I am just feeling that i am losing myself somewhere.. trying to give you an identity..
Sorry if it hurts, but i am just feeling this way..
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