Monday, January 2, 2012

Dreams that seems blurred..

My dreams not just a dream but a reason for my breath..
For every goal to achieve there are many steps that needs to climb to reach that peak.
I believe that there few steps that i have climbed, with all the efforts and patience,
And today when i feel so close to another step, everything went blurred.
The reason for this blur is as today i feel that the hand that caught me,
the shoulder that i felt is always there beside me at every walk of my life seems missing.
Even strangers would be happy to see a person trying so hard to climb upstairs.
But how to keep pace when we come to know that our own father can't stand with us in our success,
For every success there lies lot of efforts and patience and most important many people's blessings and support.
And here i am finding that my successful steps is somewhere the reason for my father's troubles,
How can a father not be happy to see his child climbing the mountains to success,
How can he feel disheartened just hearing from outsiders feeling jealous of that position.
Why cant he see that those people for whom he fights with his own family are only using him and his position.
Why can't he just support his own daughter.
Why just he makes us believe that he is unhappy to be with us.
And he doesn't really care for all that we plan something good.
Why do he makes me feel everytime that he don't really care of what i win or lose,
All that matters is his prestige, but how can he ignore this fact that everything that i do is somewhere somepoint just for him and his prestige.
After all that efforts when i have to patient enough for the result,
I hear that he never wish for a positive result, all that he wants is he and his prestige.
Why there has to be an ego coming in front between and father and a child, both are in same boat, huh.
Why does he keep telling he never wished for a girl, why do he repent for letting us study.
What makes him feel that this education makes children use their brain and its this education that give them wings to fly ahead then their father.
But isn't this education that make us self- dependent, is thisself dependency that's coming in our path.
But like every baby bird learns to fly from their parents and one fine day she herself learns to fly,
Isn't this the rule of life, then why you so disappointed.
Why..??

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