Saturday, October 29, 2011

Just for you.. Mamma..

Mama..
I want to confess many things to you today, that i may have never shared with you.
Mama, you are the most beautiful women i have ever seen, so simple but the way you carry yourself i am sure its because you are so pure.
Mama, Are you a mind reader??
No, till now i have never understood how do you understand me so well. You catch my lie, you know what i want at a particular moment, how come mama??
Mama, you know me so well, all my needs and my desires.
 I have never asked  for anything but still you give me that i might be even wondering for.
Mama, you have always protected me from dada's scolding.
Always took all mistakes over you.
Why Mama, why??
Mama, How do you know how am i feeling?
I never disclose it with anyone not even you, then how catch my mood..
Mama, i am really sorry!!
As you had to hear so many things because of me.
Am sorry for i broke your trust,
I really didnt meant of breaking your heart.
It's all because of this age that makes me do something that is not right, but in our world of teens it's all a matter of trend.
Mama, i never want to grow so big that i have to think ten times before i do anything,
From where did the society came in between.
I miss those times when i used to have so much fun with dada and you at our shop,
When i didnt really had to think what our neighbors would think.
I even didnt knew that once i am getting mature i can't walk with my father, not even my cousin brother. I am bound not to talk with guy friends.
I really can't understand all this mama.
Mama, i am really tired about all the gossips people speak about me.
Mama i really didnt wanted you to get hurt by all these,
But i guess i have not done anything the way they place it in front of you.
Mama i thank you for moving out of the things they tell..
But why in the beginning even you have a second thought.
Mama, all girl dream about a dream prince of their life..But why am i not even allowed to think about it.
Why am i not even worth to get one.
Mama, although you dont have much time but i am happy that you try to remove time for hearing my thoughts. I never told you mom but i feel very happy when you say good about me, so proudly to your friends, it really motivates me mama..
And when you sit in front of me when i explain you something, i feel so warmth.
I cant and wont' ever show my feelings for you, but mama i have always thought about you, and i still remember each and every thing that you dreamt for which you have not got till now, mama i am not the person who speak alot as i believe in getting things done rather wasting time in saying.
Mama, am working hard for that day to come when i can make you feel proud of me. Where people wont' be able to say anything to you and you have to keep quite by hearing all such craps.
Thank you for everything mama,
Just one request always be the same mama, always remain this way..


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