Friday, October 4, 2013

Strange Path

You are walking on a unknown path and you are unaware of the end, all that you know you are walking from a long time without knowing where the path is going to end. But one fine day, you just see a mirror that shows that your time is going to change, all that you have been doing and all the moments in your life would never be the same. Its so frustrating when you want to walk back to the road you left behind but you are helpless, as its not just a road but the path of your life.

You were carefree and never think about your actions, but once you step it, you never know where you land to. It may be right or wrong, but however it is would push you to some position which you wont be able to move back.

What do you need in real? What is that important to you? How would you decide at the moment of making decision, would you be able to take a stand over some decision of yours or just stand all confused and letting it come however it comes.

What influences us? Do someones reaction over us makes us change our perceptions about ourselves, our decisions, our life!! Would you be ready to close your ears and not hear what your hearts says or would you be able to lose those people who speak against you and your decision.

When we have a road journey at night, all that we can see ahead is hardly 50m roads ahead. Yet we complete our journey, how is that possible then? When we get stuck in our life wondering where are we and where are we moving to. Isn't it strange then.

Life is indeed a strange path with various ups and down, its all on us how we take the stand and walk the path ahead without regretting our stand our decision.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

One request..

I am a soul with a tender heart,
unaware of the whole wicked world,
finding happiness in small little things,
live for my loved ones and can do anything for them, just to see them happy.
I can stand with you when you need someone,
but please don't ignore me when i am lost somewhere.
I may not ask or let you know what I feel, but some corner expect few things,
if not the whole part of you, a lil time for me.
I may be a strong personality for the world,
but please don't forget that i fake for the world.
Afraid to get stamped by hurt, cheat, lies, so always close my heart, not letting to let anyone enter and see it, can't afford to get it broken again.
But when i start sharing with you, lil by lil, that is the very beginning that i begun to trust you.
And its a humble request, don't ever break that trust.
As i would prefer to stand alone rather than this deep feeling of hurt.
Won't hope that you would be able to remove time forever,
but when you get a single moment, no matter its the last thing before you move to bed.
If am not the first thing that comes in your mind, hope that i am even not the last thing.
Don't mind if i never open out things, keep everything within me,
but its like i am afraid that i don't want to be thrown away after your work is over..
I wont be able to see if my trust would be shattered just like a piece of glass.
Well my heart is not a game, so please be careful if you want to get in my life.
As its easy to get in, but more hard to last.
I ain't anyone's doormat, expect dignity and my own identity,
think and then knock my door.
That's just a small single request for everyone..

Someday....!!!!

Someday, I will have everything I desire.
Someday, I will be the person I’m meant to be.
Someday, I will be in places I could only dream of now.
Someday, all my efforts and sacrifices will be paid off.Someday, someone’s gonna love me the way I deserve to be.Someday, everything will make sense.Someday, I’ll find the one person who would make me happy until forever.Someday, I’ll find the person who’s worth every tear and pain.Someday, I will be truly happy.
Someday. Just someday.



Inspirational words..

                                             There is no "reset" button in life...
You can't take anything back..
and you can't undo anything... 
All of your actions have consequences... 
and the things you say and
 do today will have a lasting impact on the rest of your life.. 
You have to understand that... 
and you have to be aware of it while 
making your decisions...
 
 
 Never regret anything 
that has happened in your life...
It cannot be changed...
Undone or forgotten...
So take it as a lesson learned 
and move on...
 
Believe in yourself and 
all that you are....
Know that there is something
 inside you greater than 
any obstacle. ... 

           

A Heart Touching Story...

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?" replied the man.

SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"

DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.

SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"

DAD: "If you must know, I make RM.100 an hour."

SON: "Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: "Daddy, may I please borrow RM.50?"

The father was furious, "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM.50 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

"Are you asleep, son?" He asked.

"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier" said the man. "It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the RM.50 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. "Oh, thank you daddy!" He yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

"Why do you want more money if you already have some?" the father grumbled.

"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied. "Daddy, I have RM.100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts.

Do remember to share that RM.100 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.

But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family.

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Hidden Feelings..



Feelings that's getting stronger, distance getting shorter..
The times we are apart, seems to be so longer..
The moments spend together seems to be as fresh as its all here..
The clock ticks and the cool breeze flows,
as even in darkness my face glows.
its just my eyes that's speaking the words of my heart,
although i need to break this nervousness and the hidden feelings I must hide no more.
Making this moment our best of our life,
Flowing with the beautiful rhyme of our love.
Its just that I get the urge of feeling you more, holding you more, loving you more.
Letting you take over me, with every step that you take towards me.
I just wanna lose myself in you.

But I am not gonna let you go, gonna open out my heart for you.
Building the courage to admit the things i feel..
Make you realize how strong is these hidden feelings for you.
How special you are now, for me..

I may not know is this love or just an attraction,
but whatever it is, makes me feel so complete.
And however it is, I really don't wanna lose and let it go in vain..

No matter we remain together forever,
but there is something that we have with us, that no one can take it away.
Those are these beautiful moments we spend with each other.
That would be as fresh as it just happened now..
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99
              Just you and me...


the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows
as for me I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make
it is this nervousness that I must break
these hidden feelings I must hide no more
as I walk up the path that leads to your door
ringing the bell hearing the chime
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99
the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows
as for me I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make
it is this nervousness that I must break
these hidden feelings I must hide no more
as I walk up the path that leads to your door
ringing the bell hearing the chime
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99
the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows
as for me I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make
it is this nervousness that I must break
these hidden feelings I must hide no more
as I walk up the path that leads to your door
ringing the bell hearing the chime
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99
the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows
as for me I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make
it is this nervousness that I must break
these hidden feelings I must hide no more
as I walk up the path that leads to your door
ringing the bell hearing the chime
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99
the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows
as for me I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make
it is this nervousness that I must break
these hidden feelings I must hide no more
as I walk up the path that leads to your door
ringing the bell hearing the chime
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99
the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows
as for me I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make
it is this nervousness that I must break
these hidden feelings I must hide no more
as I walk up the path that leads to your door
ringing the bell hearing the chime
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
because you my love is life's big test
Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/hidden-feelings-2#4iC1Yz9PXfG2ddK7.99

About Me..



I am.................................
I don't really know who i am...
I am with many faces,
sometimes, sensitive and caring the other moment practical..
filled with innocence, but then know when i have to take the situation with maturity..
I can easily involve in someones life and would do everything for those ones..
Hard think much.. society.. world.. but sometimes think alot for small little things and get affected...
Simple yet complicated...
That's what i am...