Thursday, December 12, 2013

Life's Path..

Have been trying everything to adjust new life,
get used with loneliness and darkness..
Tried giving punishments and tried to be in the dim light..
Getting away from the remaining people of my life,
forbidding myself from everything and everyone..
Having question about myself, where is my path..

What was to be done and what is done,
still have no idea hows the future.
Specially after all the mess done by me,
i doubt i would ever trust myself again..
Nor can ever expect someone to ever trust me,
perhaps that might be the very reason i am myself driving away people from me.

Sometimes seems to adapt with the changes,
but the other moment cant even bear the loss and weep for hours..
They think i did for some benefit but who knew i was in great loss too..
Never had nor would ever do intentionally,
cant prove this things though asked a thousand times.
At present away from everything still all fresh,
with a urge of getting all back..
 

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Marriage ceremony..and its moments..



Marriage ceremony is such a beautiful occasion amongst all others, two people after spending all of their alone time finally come together and promise to be with each other for the rest of their life, and give vows to be there in sickness and sorrows, in trials and troubles.

Even after knowing that person for a long time, on that day its really an unexplainable feeling and the heaps of thoughts rushing the head, a lil fear to be with the promises and a lil bit of anxiety of the new journey and phase of life.

And whether you are not the bride or the bridegroom its an awesome feeling to show your presence and specially if that person is your known one, and even more enthusiastic when the person is marrying to his or her loved one after a lot troubles.

There are very few times when I really wish to be part of wedding atleast to those wedding where I have been the witness to see their love life growing into flourishing plant with love and rejoice. There on the stage both standing holding each other’s hands and completely unexplainable glow that blushes them and make them feel more wonderful.

Perhaps, not always you are blessed with that fate, generally I keep running from marriage ceremony because I hardly know the person personally, but otherwise with the span of time and with the phase where my age group are marrying a strange feeling coming over my mind. A lil sadness of them parting away from the whole childish and live for now life, but at the same time a happiness that finally she would be able to live her new phase of life and a hope that it be life changing and that too for good cause.

A thought over yourself and comparison whether is it the time for you too, strange feeling of discomfort and an excitement of your moment. A want for someone to be by you who would walk along with you at church holding your hands and promising to hold it for the entire life.

The unexplainable happiness in the eyes of your parents whose been waiting for this phase of your life more than you may have waited ever, a rejoice of partaking this ceremony in front of all their known dear ones, to see you entering in this new phase of your life and hoping you are there happy as you were here with them.

The thoughts of your siblings, if you are girl then the sadness of departure and happiness of sharing this wonderful moment with such pride and perhaps you are the guy then the anxiousness of the kind of the character the partner’s gonna be and lil jealousy to see the love to be shared with the partner.

Really this marriage may be a bonding of two people but unknowingly it have many peoples life attached together perhaps making this a memorable one for all. You may forget to partake any other occasion but this one, you gotta be lucky to be part of such moment.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Gemini woman

Gemini woman

Gemini woman – 22 May – 21 June

Introduction

The Gemini woman is beautiful. Don’t misconstrue this as a biased opinion. It is more than an opinion… it’s an observation. Even if she is not beautiful in the conventional sort of way there is an inner beauty in her, which gets reflected on her face as you get to know her better.

And her face… or faces! Is she really two faced? I don’t think so. This woman has a multi-faceted personality and knows the art of adapting herself to any given situation. If this trait can be labeled as ‘two-faced’, then so be it!

A woman of intellect and boundless charm, the Gemini always leaves a trail of peppiness and fun behind her. Given her penchant for multi-tasking, she is usually found to be over-committed… running from pillar to post to achieve her targets.

Having a Gemini female as a friend or a girlfriend is an added advantage as with her around life is full of stimulating conversation and tinkling laughter.


How can you identify a Gemini woman?

If you ever come across a woman who has a store of intelligent questions about the most diversified subjects and at the same time is an amazing listener… you can be sure she is a Gemini. At any social event, you will find her moving from one group of friends to another with unmatched grace and a warm innocent smile on her face.

While most attributes discussed in this chapter will apply to all kinds of Gemini women, there are two categories amongst them and some behavioural differences obviously exist between the two. I would divide Gemini women into 70% passive and 30% aggressive.

What are the finer traits of her personality?

When people who have considerable knowledge of zodiac signs encounter Gemini women, they usually have a comment or two to make on their dual personality or the famous (or infamous) Janus-faced characteristic. Through my personal observations and interaction with Gemini friends and workmates, I would give 80% of Gemini women a clean chit on this label.

Yes, what I am saying is that 80% of Gemini women are not two faced… it is just a myth!



What does she look for in her life partner?

The first thing any Gemini woman will look for in a man is intelligence. She cannot abide stupidity or silliness of any kind. Secondly, she will look deeper for humility but with the right amount of pride. She is quite capable of getting involved with ‘her type of men’, who are artistic, creative, thinkers, philosophers and writers.

I have discerned that Gemini women eventually settle with passive men. Since you already know by now that she is full of variety and excellent at multi-tasking, it’s also important to know that she is very passionate and can get crazy and kinky (again depending on her mood and age). While she is capable of doing all this, she does expect her man to be equally passionate, full of variety and surprises to keep her passion going.

Are there more attributes to her persona?

Oh yes! She has many facets to her personality. You will find a Gemini woman restless and cranky only if she has unfinished business, otherwise she is quite composed. You may also find her confused and indecisive at times, but mostly she is quite clear about what she wants.

A Gemini woman is more sensitive than sentimental, unless it concerns her immediate family or a loved one. But under certain odd situations you will find her being attached to small things like a gift from an old friend.

She is a woman full of feminine charms. Although Gemini women portray a strong exterior, they are all femininity inside. They would always show that they don’t break down easily and usually they don’t. But they are not bereft of feminine weaknesses. Also as and when situation demands they can use their femininity to their advantage.

What is her attitude towards commitment in a relationship?

A Gemini woman is typically an independent thinker and has a mind of her own. Once again being curious by nature and having got answers to most questions early in life, she is quite aware of what she wants from an early age… sometimes as early as 16 or 17. so if you are planning on dating or wooing a Gemini girl, you have a daunting task ahead.

But here’s help. I know the secret to a Gemini woman’s heart and I’m letting it out right here… to win the irresistible heart of a Gemini female let your guard down and be absolutely unpretentious. She hates pretense of any kind and is smart enough to see through any games you try to play with her. So just be yourself and show your love and she will be ready to be wooed. But also remember she is a woman, albeit an intelligent one. And just like any other woman would like her man to be a man… not a spineless junkie.


How is a Gemini woman at work/career?

I have observed 6 out of every 10 Gemini women to be part of the media industry be it TV or print. Her need to be in this industry very likely comes from her inherent curiosity to know things. Being in professions like news reporting, content writing and research and development, satiates her quest for knowledge and allows her to constantly be in a creative environ.

It would be needless to add here that her ability to prioritize her work and multi task makes her a very competitive worker. She is also not shy of hard work and will put in as much effort as is required to achieve her goals.

ADDED on 29th August 2013:

How is she on thefollowing aspects?


Appearance: Don’t let her dressing style fool you. A Gemini woman is driven by her mood swings and will dress up accordingly. One amusing observation I have made is that she is one of the three women who love to use men’s cologne if given a choice…the other two being Scorpio and Capricorn. And believe me this is the only touch of masculinity you will find in her!

They love keeping pace with new trends in fashion and accessories. They also love gadgets.

Ambition: Extremely ambitious, this lady is raring to go. But what actually drives a Gemini woman is the search for inner satisfaction rather than money. That doesn’t mean money is not important as she aspires for the best things in life, but to her satisfaction in what she is doing is of utmost important.

A Gemini woman is exceedingly committed towards her work but is likely to get saturated if she remains in an industry or profession for too long. Since she pursues satisfaction, she can move on to another terrain to get the kind of growth she wants. Her need to innovate and be creative can drive her to either affiliated industry or to a totally contrasting field of work.

Her greatest strength lies in the 100 per cent effort she puts in to adapt herself to her new work profile, developing a sense of comfort or discomfort in the very early stages.

Compatibility quotient

Given her zest for life and quest for knowledge, dating a Gemini woman is fun. But is that enough to sustain a long-term relationship? It is quite a task to manage an over-committed Gemini and break through the myth of her ‘dual’ personality. Unless you are equipped with a good deal of common sense, getting along with the vivacious Gemini can be a hard bargain.

Gemini woman and…

Aries man: 10/10. Wow! And double wow! This relationship sizzles! The Gemini girl is the ideal match for an Arien guy. An Arien’s love for conversation is the answer to the Gemini curiosity, while the Gemini spirit is the answer to the Arien passion. Of course, the Aries man will have to balance his arrogance and ego around her and she will have to swallow her pride to put-up with his super blunt nature.

Taurus man: 8/10. With the right kind of adjustments, this combination can work out well. Once the Taurean learns to give the Gemini woman enough space, he will have a fun-loving and practical partner by his side and for life. In return, his steady nature would be a good anchor to her liveliness. He can be a dependable partner and can provide the emotional security she secretly yearns for.

Gemini man: 7/10. Since both share a love for good stimulating conversations, they might start-off on a pleasant note, but then they will have to make an effort to sustain the other’s curiosity. Once the course of conversation is run, they might grow weary of each other. This relationship requires more than ‘lip service’ to work in its favour.

Cancer man: 5/10. The free Gemini spirit might not be able to offer the Cancer man the love and security he needs, neither will she be able to give him undivided attention. His serious demeanour might put-off the vivacious Gemini mind. If this relationship is to work successfully, a lot of adjustments are required at both ends.

Leo man: 8/10. The sociable nature of both these individuals can be a key to the success of this relationship. With her around, their relation will never lack romance or passion and with him in charge, it will be full of good humour and generosity. The only hitch here being that they can end-up offending each other’s egos.

Virgo man: 8/10. With a bit of fine tuning, this relationship can go a long way. For starters, both have an understanding nature and an identical emotional quotient. The Virgo guy however will have to bridle his critical attitude, while the Gemini girl will have to keep her tactless tongue under control.

Libra man: 9/10. Another great combination! Both are sociable and party-lovers. There would be enough passion and romance in this relationship to keep the two going. The Libran wit and the Gemini liveliness would only add to the fervour. The only issue that could crop up is that they both love their independence and space.If they are in opposite zones and unable to connect, then it could mean trouble.

Scorpio man: 5/10. What might start off on a promising note is likely to meet with major roadblocks. The Scorpio man might get smitten by the Gemini passion and she by his persuasive charm, but in the long run he won’t be able to put up with her inconsistent nature. She will find it difficult to cope with his demanding and dominating nature, not to mention his possessive attitude.

Sagittarius man: 7/10: Both are on the same wavelength intellectually, but their emotions tend to be out of sync. Her flirtatiousness can make him feel insecure, while he is too undemonstrative to suit her taste. But if both are in love these differences can be overcome with some amount of hard work and this relationship could actually work.

Capricorn man: 5/10: This one can swing either way! If they both learn to appreciate each other’s good qualities, this relationship might work. Otherwise the Gemini’s modern outlook will not go down well with the conservative Capricorn man.

Aquarius man: 8/10: Since both share common traits like non-conformist behaviour, love for adventure and spontaneity, this relationship is likely to work in the long run. There would be understanding in both and each seeks change and variety in life.

Pisces man: 5/10: Not a very happening combination! The Gemini girl is way too pragmatic to suit the lifestyle of the dreamy Piscean. It is also a balancing act between her blunt tongue and his sensitive heart. This relationship calls for a lot of compromises.

Gemini women Celebrities/Personalities:

Angelina Jolie
Naomi Campbell
Nicole Kidman
Brooke Shields
Shilpa Shetty
Sonam kapoor

Monday, December 2, 2013

Trust!! Just Like a piece of glass..



Why can't anyone trust on the words,
why can't they really buy that i am with my promise..
When they asked me to realize the mess i created,
i understood to the depth and accepted to be the reason for all.
But then its hard to make them trust you again,
when you know you had thrown away their trust into ground.

Now realize the saying that,
although it takes centuries to gain trust,
once its broken it takes a lifetime to gain it back.
Now i am living with the truth that i have to be with this life,
Have to accept that being a worst person that anyon e would wish in their life,
i would have to be all alone throughout my life.

Its indeed a piece of glass,
which once broken cannot be completely brought back,
It would always have the marks in it,
the scar that would always remind you all your life.

This is why i have myself decided,
that i would never want to involve in anyone's life ever again,
this way i wont be the bad person to destroy their peace.
I would always wish in the corner to clean the mess,
But giving up my own self doesnt really seem to be the option like suggested.
Never understood whats the use of throwing away this life,
although some mistakes are worth for everything,
But ending up life would resolve nothing but the deep deep anger of all those been hurt.

Its strange that people who still wish to get a word with me,
approach to me without letting others no,
Everytime something sad happens, just get one wish
a wish to get back the old times,
a wish to change the complete mess,
a wish to repair the relation,
and a wish to get forgiveness.

Wish to make all of them a dream,
the next morning you wake up and get it back to normal,
and then you get the consequences and never do it again.
But its not a fairy tale so have to face the harsh fact,
and to know whats been lost and never to gain back.
And have to live the life this way, all alone!