Next phase

With the new phase we stepped in..
Came more complications.. More differences..
Longing of togetherness yet so much far.
More and more frustration around..
Fighting within inside with the fire for some better moment..

Can't explain what's happening within myself heart..
So much anger.. So Much anxiousness..
I wish we had some more of our time..
Before we got with all other complications between us..

Grudge with the conditions that have part us so away from each other.
Timings that don't match with our feelings..
So much to speak and so less time to share..

Times when I need you so badly.. Want your warm hug, your cuddles. The way you stare at me with those puppy eyes. The warmth that you share with me even if its just a moment.

I wish I could control on my anger, but I couldn't express what's happening in this heart. Although you do make me crazy and urge to punch you badly. But that's ok will leave for later moments when you get perfectly fine.

However dont tease anything related to my self respect as that's last thing you would want to do, hurt me to the deepest.

Good or bad part is we have stepped forward from the first phase of relation. Let's leave for future what brings in our basket.