Thank You...

I feel grateful today,
and wanna thank everyone,
who came in my life, who is with me still and promise to be with me for the entire life,
and specially to those who left me,
and couldn't hold me for the rest of the journey..

Wanna emphasis specially on those people,
for they have made me to learn many things,
making me realize who emotional i am,
and its stupid to be an emotional fool..

Wanna thank them, to make me stronger than before them,
for giving me memories, no matter it turned good or bad,
but still both the way gave me something to remember..

Wanna thank them, for i have now some experience,
if not what i want, but atleast what i dont want,
more firm in rejecting for something that i don't want to the core..
which i couldnt have done without them..

Though i am no longer the way they had seen me
when they entered in my life,
but atleast wont be repeating the same ones again..
wont then get a chance to curse to someone,
for it would be me whose the most stupid person to repeat the same mistake..

Thank them, for somewhere the new me,
is only cause of them.. because of their decisions,
that somewhere knowingly and unknowingly affected me..
Anyways wont praise them too much,
but wont even curse them..

Somewhere had heard,
its you whose boiling your blood by thinking over the moments,
that makes you feel sad and low..
They wont even realize it, but its you whose losing those time in something,
that wont even change even a bit, then why..
When there is nothing to earn out of it..

Thanks a ton,
and more thankful, you stepped out of my life,
for now the door is opened for someone who deserves much better than you,
Now its my chance to move out of the walls that i made early,
as there is more of than weeping over sad past..
As you wont get anything but hurt..

So why worry,
be thankful and cherish the rest moment,
there are more in life than sitting in some corner and break your head,
take away your peace and weeping for something thats not even in present..
So why not you fuck off..
and let me leave my life.. on my terms..
You couldn't make space in my life so why struggle to get survived in my mind..
You not even worst a bit of it..