
For me being with someone was more important that knowing exactly with whom. Here's when made the biggest mistake- I met with all kind of people. Some who were themselves like me- needed a company, some who behaved very sweet and kind- but later showed their real colors. Some who were really different to me.
Actually all were different, but the only similarity was that i wanted to have a company. Well i never realized that choosing a proper company does matters. There were few people who loved gossiping and back bitching, whereas some who were addicted with alcohols and cigarettes. Some were business oriented, whereas some were just for fame.
Today i realize i hardly had a very few people who actually were worth to be called friends. What is a friend anyways- whose with you in happiness and also in sorrows. Well strange but very few have stood by be in troubles. And less than counting numbers who took initiatives to change me; changing me nor according to them but changing my bad habits and making me a better person.
Well, i had a problem i couldn't maintain a long term relation- for counting there might be handful of people yet in contact with me, perhaps, its really a sad part. I am easy to get with someone but handling part was always a problematic.
That person who accept me the way i am, and even after showing rejections still standing by, a person who don't want to be by me- just for some benefit; but mean for everything he/she says. That person who would feel to give up everything- just for a smile on your face. A person who don't care about the world but you. He/ She who would laugh with your joke and cry watching your tear..
Is a real company you must search for...( Hard to find, but would be forever... by your side..)
Others would be there and would also pass away with time. So choose a right decision, as your life really depends on your one decision. Its obviously better than repenting ahead in life.

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