Confusion all over again...

Why is this word come in our life again and again,
is this pause a part of our routine?
You finally get out with a proper plan and then something comes in front of you,
giving you a feeling that something somewhere we are going wrong.
It's indeed good, that it help us to get out with that wrong path,
but how to find out..
Sometimes we get everything we were running for and then one fine day we just get out with this feeling of something thats incomplete..
A query of what's really going on and why are we doing so much and for what..
Someone had likely said, you might get all the worldly things but until you have a true care and support..
When you turn back you find yourself not alone.. that feeling you wont ever get..
Well i am not a person who repent for things i do, cause i feel everything happens do happens for a reason..
But whom to blame for things that happens intentionally which might have not been planned for fate..
Then can i avoid from this thought that pricks me when i am all alone.. gathering moments from my past..
Well its so confusing at times.. and so am i now..