Its all over.. again..??

How can you just end up everything between us, by just these few words..

How can you put blame on me without making sure whether this time am i actually telling lies..

Well you are used to, with all the lies i keep telling you, i hide many things... 

But then can you tell me one thing, are you ready to hear things..

You tried hiding me away from the world, might be thats cause you felt i am not ready for the world..

But now i am no more child.. who needs all the time track..

Even i wish to enjoy my life like another teen..

Just cause i am yours that really doesn't allow anybody to hold me back and not live the life i wanna leave,

I would love to tell you everything.. share with you every small bits and bytes..

But then all that i have ever seen is.. you take it very wrongly..

You take things putting you in that..

Sometimes you must realize that i am not the person who stay inside four wall for long..

I am like a bird who would stay inside the cage till you can hold it..

But always look outside and try to imagine to leave the life in that sky as a free bird...

I want to be with you always.. but then you must realize one thing-

the more you hold the sand the more do it move out your hand..

You just end up by saying- It's better we end..

I don't want a break up or such a bad end..

Just want to enjoy my teen.. hang out.. do all non-sense..

Let me make mistakes.. atleast i would have something in past to think and laugh

all the stupidity i did.. and then realize.. how amateur was i to take that step..

You are the first person who handled me with so much care..

Dear i appreciate for everything you did..

But sweety.. why can't you understand.. like i try to give you all relation..so do you..

But somewhere you are not able to be my bestest buddy as you used to be..

Is it cause we are no more the same..

What has changed.. cause always you keep saying these days its me who have changed..

But why do i want to change.. if you didn't changed..

I mean.. there might be something.. somewhere.. that's not working properly..

and instead of just ending up.. why cant we just find reason..

See i take all the blame on me..

I could never become the girl you wished me to be,

I tried to change alot the way you wished me to be..

And if you say now i have changed.. its somewhere you who kept experimenting me...

And when i have always heard you and let you change me..

Now you saying i have changed..

You should have let me remain the way i was..?? Why changed then..??

Now you say i am running ahead of you..

But dear you wanted the same thing right..??

You wanted me to do thing on my own.. and now when i am getting independent..

you have problem and say that i have moved on and let you remain back of me..

I can't understand... one thing.. it was you who wanted me to grow..

When when things changed, and with time.. my desires also changing..

then why all the problems.. and discontent..

Then why did you just said.. Its better we split..

Why said.. we must not talk with each other again..

Why all this fight.. and this statement...

Its all over... Why..?????